I feel relatable to Miss Abel today. Inexplicably bitter without much feeling of obligation of doing anything tonight. I hate this. This is meant to be one of the best nights of the year and I am letting other people ruin it for me.
I'm looking forward to the stake dance. Or I was. Until the school dance last night where I felt quite neglected. A bright spot in it was when he let me smell his Brazilian cologne. And my cool Japanese student is funny. His family likes to ski and shop.
I'll wear a different costume tonight to boost my morale. I find it boring to wear the same costume more than once. And maybe Larsen's fangs will work for me tonight.
Take a deep breath Mary. Just dance. Dance and enjoy yourself for once.
2 comments:
being bitter is the worst.
it's nice to be understood.
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